The Places I Haunt

by | Mixed Media

Artist’s Statement:

In my memory, place has always been fuzzy and unreliable. Because I moved around so much as a child, and because of trauma-induced memory complications, I’ve always found it difficult to remember exactly what happened when and where. When I moved back home after four years away, I found myself constantly triggered when I saw places from my past, even if I wasn’t exactly sure what memories they held. This essay began as an exercise for me to map out and document what I remembered from each place that seemed to elicit an emotional response in me. As this essay developed, I wanted to find a way to take the reader alongside me, as if we were driving around together, and I were to point out the window and tell you about all of these places I once inhabited. The Places I Haunt shows my process of moving back home and learning to live among ghosts, having the memories of my past and my present begin to intertwine.

About The Author

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Josie Kochendorfer (she/her) is a writer and educator based in Portland, Oregon. Her work has appeared in or is forthcoming from Hippocampus, BarBar, Barrelhouse, The Account, New Flash Fiction Review, and elsewhere. She holds an MFA in creative nonfiction and is a Ph.D. candidate in literature and criticism. You can read her other work at josiekochendorfer.com